Sometimes I Just Want to Feel Sorry for Myself...

I try to keep my blog happy, upbeat, and positive but...let's face it, that's not always reality. Today I just want to wallow (spelling?) in my sorrow. I am frustrated with being exhausted all the time, it is neverending and I hate it. First off, Tyce is up about five times a night crying for his binky. Parker and I take turns getting up but, still, I'm awake each time. Now he is waking up about 6:30am and not going back to sleep. Secondly, I found out that I'm very anemic which also explains the fatigue. I am on iron pills now but those will take months before I notice anything. Lastly, I haven't been very good on my celiac diet which also contributes to my being so tired because my body is not absorbing the nutrients that I eat. SO...long story short, I feel like I have no prayer of a chance of feeling better anytime soon. I go to the gym and grocery shopping and I'm literally beat for the rest of the day and night. I feel lazy as a mom and a wife and I hate that. I want to do more, and I can't. I want to feel better, and I can't. I want to be better, and I can't.